The Sun, Part II.
The Sun, Part I was supposed to be about how my whole world revolves around Ayla. Then, I got sidetracked and typed out (somewhat) her birth story. So, back to the point. I've come to realize that my whole life revolves around Ayla. For instance, if I want to go to the store or get money from the bank or do anything involving anything, I have to consider several things. Is Ayla ready? Am I ready with the things Ayla might need (aka snacks and other distractions & diapers)? How much longer will it take me to do this and do I really need to do this after all? I mean, who needs groceries? And when she was little, it was even more involved. The car seat that was her chariot was so heavy to carry such a small baby in to go everywhere. To the car. Inside the store. Back to the car. Phew! Plus, the water for the formula and the formula and the other many things we thought we might need....